Wednesday, March 30, 2011
At first glance, just a tired, dated house coat.
The colors faded from hundreds of washings, the style dating back to 1983.
How can I remember the age of an otherwise non-descript article of clothing?
Funny what the heart holds on to.
I purchased this house coat soon after my first child was born.
Pink, in honor of my baby daughter, and well constructed from a classy catalogue.
Now, I must admit that I haven't always fit into this piece of leisure ware but I've held on to it through the years...27 to be exact!
When it first arrived by mail (to our cabin in the woods on Bainbridge Island), it cheered my spirits...made me feel "pretty," and received numerous baby nuzzles with a fair amount of infant "spit-up." Oh, those days of early motherhood! For me they were intimidating and magical all together. I was responsible for Katie's complete care and well being and I took my role so seriously. Praise GOD, He was there to grant me wisdom and peace as I adjusted to her changing routines and learned patience and endurance through those early colicky months.
Another child followed twenty months later, and again this house coat served me well. Yet as the children grew, it was relegated to the back of the guest room closet, only to be tried on when my weight dropped, granting me some diet encouragement.
Fast forward twenty two years and many moves. GOD brought our family to Florida, and my mother ended up living only a few miles away from me. At some point in 2004, she expressed the need for a house coat and my thoughts returned to the sweet little "coat" hanging in the lonely back closet. She was delighted when I brought it out and wore it faithfully the last four years of her life!
It certainly made her feel "presentable" when we visited; and seemed to comfort her despite the pain caused by lung cancer. It even seemed to cheer her during times of chemo recovery .
Maybe, she treasured it because of its "history."
From daughter to mother, blessing granddaughter too!
Thank you for sharing this walk down memory lane with me.
Since I recently moved and downsized, I'm confronted with so many "tucked away" treasures that I really don't have room to store. So, what should I do?
Should I keep it intact for my daughter to deal with someday, or maybe cut out the bodice to make a pillow?
Hmmmm...if she ever has a daughter, it would be so fitting to pass it down...just thinking.
Monday, March 28, 2011
Even though I helped pack up her "stuff" one last time and assisted my stepfather in his move out west, there was still an important task I needed to address, a job she left for me to do.
Yet, life's busyness distracted me soon after her memorial service in 2008, as my husband tore his Achilles tendon just as I was called back to direct a local non-profit ministry.
So, as I cleaned out the garage a few weeks ago (in the process of moving), I was surprised to see a box marked in Mom's handwriting and designated for the American Cancer Society.
Not knowing exactly where that office is or their abbreviated hours, I decided to take the box to the radiologist that had treated my mother with such kindness during her last cancer battle. Dr. Graham in Orange City will always hold a place of esteem in my heart and his staff was particularly attuned to Mom's many "ups and downs."
With no time to reminisce or grieve that Friday, for the movers were packing up the moving van and we were headed out of state, I grabbed the box and headed for Dr. Graham's office. They were so pleased to see me and immediately mentioned my Mom and how they always enjoy the singing Santa she gave the office at Christmas time because "he" reminds them of her!
What a Blessing!
To know that she is remembered so kindly, even when her last days were filled with fear and pain that spilled over to those around her...still her thoughtfulness is remembered!
And the box...contained a couple of breast prosthesis's that she wanted to share, not waste, as she would no longer need them!
What a reminder to me that some day, I too will leave behind my woundedness and worldly crutches to put on the immortal and live with my Savior forever!!!
How precious it was for me to go on this additional errand for her...and to think that maybe it wasn't the last!
Saturday, March 19, 2011
Memories, mementos, displaying the cherished things of a Loved one...dishes, pictures, furniture...all from my mother. How she enjoyed these things that she had collected over the years! Objects of art, objects of comfortable function, each one giving her delight...now adorn my new home, drawing her memory near.
She would approve and smile, maybe adjust their placement a tad, but she would be happy to see her "history" live on.
I'm so grateful to GOD for the sensitivity to appreciate not only her importance in my life, but her feelings as well.
How about you?
What things of your mother's tickle your fancy? Do you own something that was once hers?
Please share your heart ~